You hear people say the first step is always the hardest. That once you get through that, then it's all smooth sailing from there. I beg to differ.
Yes, that first step IS hard. So much so, that you question yourself about getting up and taking it. It takes a crapload of courage to pull yourself up, swallow your pride and reach out.
But I believe that second step is just as difficult. Because now that the action has been taken, you still need to follow through with it. It's the following through that's scary, that first step of following through (technically the second step in your overall goal).
I've reached out, I've made a request for help. But to get that help, I now have to get myself there. It's really scary. I keep questioning myself "was my decision right?", "should I have included what I did?", "was it detailed enough?" "was it too detailed?". I recon I'll be doubting and questioning myself until the day of. Three weeks of questioning myself -_- I'm not looking forward to that. nope nope.
