I was talking to my best friend recently and he was telling me how I come off as always being excited and chipper. It's hard, y'know? For people to see you as you truly are. Not that I'm not the way he described me, because I am. But that's not always me. I have insecurities and moments where I just feel drained and blah. But for some reason, being with friends and especially being with him, I just get really happy. I think friends are my "happy pill". I'm very thankful for them =)
He and I were talking recently about how life is unfair. And sometimes we'd just wish that we had been born with what ought to have been ours from the beginning. Like he was feeling that way, and I totally get him, because I've felt that way many times. Except maybe because of my personality - where I just tend to look on the bright side of things, not really allowing myself to fret over things I feel I have no control over - I don't dwell on things that can't be changed. Or maybe I don't fret over it because I've learned there's nothing I can do about it by just sulking.
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